NO, Goodnight
March 2, 2020
Colleen said this one makes total sense, given the fact that we concluded that I block uncomfortable things out, as easily as I breathe. I guess I do have a problem with this. I begged and pleaded for Him to meet me at chemo today. He met me on my first plea. He said to me, “No, Goodnight.”
I became so unconscious. When my sleep was over, I started to talk to Him. I asked, “Why, why, why?”
He responded, “I’ve given you much. You chose the simple. I’ve been intentional about ALL. You have missed much. Choose to understand ALL. Treat it as the treasure it is.”
Whoa! Just like a parent. What a loving Father. He knows what's best for me. He gifted me with gold. I need to treat it as the treasure it is. I need to try harder. But from all I've learned, it’s not hard. I just make it hard sometimes.
P. S.
Today I came out of EarthFare to find someone trying to take my "Kindness Matters" sticker off my car. I said, “So you care so much to be kind, that you'd steal my sticker from me?" She said, “F**k you!” and left. The IRONY! Colleen couldn’t stop laughing about it. Hahaha!