Sunday Morning Revelation
August 20, 2017:
Oh my goodness, oh my goodness, oh my goodness. I wish I could express in words and show you exactly what God gave me this morning…in my stillness! I'm overwhelmed! I know He gave me these experiences on chemo days sometimes, but now it’s happened twice outside of that…just by resting in stillness. Wow!
Most would just roll their eyes, but I'm telling you, I'm at the mercy of his favor, and that’s aside from that beautiful awesomeness. I heard sung in church this morning, “Holy Spirit you are welcome here, come flood this place with your atmosphere.” In my mind, I put the band up on one of those tall, government-owned 5G towers that are everywhere. I pleaded with them to sing out those words endlessly, without ceasing… that one and all would breathe Him in because there's nothing else in the atmosphere worth taking in!
If only everyone knew there is so much more. Most people are just settling for what they see and what they are told. Don't they know? Can they not open their eyes? Couldn't they even guess? Can they not discern from what's been given to them already…that our God is so much bigger than what's in front of them?!
My heart is breaking for them. I know it’s not my place to reveal to them what God will reveal to them in His timing, but my mom-heart wants it for them NOW. I don't know what to do with all I've been given… so I’ll pray.
After processing this information for some time, I now realize that I didn't get it either….I didn't see it. I wasn't discerning either, and then God let it be time for me. He may not have given me what I thought I wanted in my lifetime, but He gave me so much more. He knew what was best for me…I did not. Things that I can bring to my mind, issues, problems, troubled people, needs, concerns, unfinished business, etc… honestly, they all seem at this moment to be quite inconsequential.