Bioluminescence Kayaking Adventure
Sept 14, 2017:
I kayak in Cocoa Beach, Florida. It’s been my yearly tradition, in honor of Steven, to kayak the bioluminescent trail. He and I talked of it often. I had a very beautiful, blessed, and thankful filled week. The trail starts at 9pm-midnight to get the full effect in the darkness. These are not my pictures. I can’t hold my paddles and take a photo at the same time. Another kayaker was kind enough to take them for me.
The lady in front of me last year had a panic attack. That was something I didn’t expect. I felt really sorry for her but couldn’t help but smile at how beautifully clothed she was in dripping bioluminescence. I love my life.
I'm overwhelmed at the outpouring of love afforded me today. I've been shown over the last 4 years, that between where I am and where Steven is, it’s smoothly transitional. It's comforting. I'm feeling nothing but joy and thankfulness. I'm wallowing in sweet memories. I know I'll cry during my bioluminescence trail time tonight, but it will be a good therapeutic cry. I still ache for him like crazy, but I'm too darned blessed to ever stay in sadness of any kind. There's just no time for that for me.